I Hate Me...

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down, bite the bullet and grin
I wander out where you can't see
In my armor, I wait, suffer and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down, bite the bullet and grin
I wander out where you can't see
In my armor, I wait, suffer and bleed

Anger

I wipe it off on a tile, the blade is brighter this time
Falling into blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold
This is not the way that I shoud be

I can't control my my head,
how the hell did I get here?
Something about this is wrong,
I wish I didn't like this.

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down, bite the bullet and grin
I wander out where you can't see
In my armor, I wait, suffer and bleed

Get outta my head 'cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
Well, I'm a victim of my own weakness
I have sinned by just thinking this
I should take my life away

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down, bite the bullet and grin
I wander out where you can't see
In my armor, I wait, suffer and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down, bite the bullet and grin
I wander out where you can't see
In my armor, I wait, suffer and bleed

Anger

I haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
Bones are shattered
The pain is unleashed

I haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
Bones are shattered
The pain is unleashed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down, bite the bullet and grin
I wander out where you can't see
In my armor, I wait, suffer and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

And it waits for you

Prohibited Sensation

She is able to read through me,
Pushing on my shame.
All the torment and the pain,
Leaked through and run from me.

I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do,
When she bring me peace.

She is everything to me
The unethical dream,
The diamond that no one see,
The unattainable.

She's a myth that I have to believe in,
Sirens in my storm.

I don't know what to do,
When she bring me peace,

But I won't let this felling grow up inside of me.
I won't let this feeling grow up inside of me.

A knife in my throat, bleed,
Torn into pieces, I won't.
I don't want to be this,
But I won't let this feeling grow ups inside of me.

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make my head clear.